lose you

The great desire to lose you. I have such profound feelings for you, inexplicable things happen in my heart. i try to love you, but I end up loathing you. Your beauty ever so daunting and peaceful corrupts my meager mind. You leave this place in disarray; you leave me begging for more. Your smile is so tempting, any other person would kiss you. I just want to kill you. I cannot expect the same from you. You ejaculate your feelings upon me, hold my neck down and drown me face down in shit. Scream your wrecked tears and heart away, don't cry my beautiful angel. The power of anger compels you, I control you and you control me.