Oh sweet lover,
How i love your timing of reckoning my existence. You seem to have forgotten my existence. Who was i kidding, thinking i could compare to the rest of your suitors. I am so deluded that now the only thing i get from you is a cold shoulder. Your spite and hate of me is accompanied by the abandonment of my fellow comrades. I try to gouge you away from my memory, and I try to move on. I am not happy to say that i am still prisoner of your charm, I cannot be pushed away as hard as we both try to. S I beg of you, please just finish the job you started and don't let me keep on suffering, annihilate me, please.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Thursday, April 2, 2009
love letter #1
My sweet and fair lady,
I write to you, not to tell you what I am seeing so far from you, but rather about the things that I don't see. I need to get this off my heavy heart. Since the day I saw you, I knew i would never be the same. You changed my point of view, changed the way I thought about love. Love such an easy flowing word; love the whore of all words, the one that is so often abused without a care or a second thought. Love, a feeling that I had forgotten so long ago, now the feeling embraces me, nearly choking me. I will not try to get rid of this feeling, for you see my lady, I owe this powerful feeling to you. Every night, I dream of your silky lagoons that you call eyes wrapping me up and keeping me safe. Your skin is a clean canvas, where I will paint a picture with my fingers and lips. I want to try to catch your spirit, but it is ever so free, it eludes me. This evasion reminds me of your evasion, how you run away from me and my feelings, yet I still will chase you to the end of love. I will be waiting in the corner of love and devotion, wearing a blue rain coat to protect from the rain until you pick me up.
Yours forever,
N.S
(Y.P.B)
I write to you, not to tell you what I am seeing so far from you, but rather about the things that I don't see. I need to get this off my heavy heart. Since the day I saw you, I knew i would never be the same. You changed my point of view, changed the way I thought about love. Love such an easy flowing word; love the whore of all words, the one that is so often abused without a care or a second thought. Love, a feeling that I had forgotten so long ago, now the feeling embraces me, nearly choking me. I will not try to get rid of this feeling, for you see my lady, I owe this powerful feeling to you. Every night, I dream of your silky lagoons that you call eyes wrapping me up and keeping me safe. Your skin is a clean canvas, where I will paint a picture with my fingers and lips. I want to try to catch your spirit, but it is ever so free, it eludes me. This evasion reminds me of your evasion, how you run away from me and my feelings, yet I still will chase you to the end of love. I will be waiting in the corner of love and devotion, wearing a blue rain coat to protect from the rain until you pick me up.
Yours forever,
N.S
(Y.P.B)
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
lose you
The great desire to lose you. I have such profound feelings for you, inexplicable things happen in my heart. i try to love you, but I end up loathing you. Your beauty ever so daunting and peaceful corrupts my meager mind. You leave this place in disarray; you leave me begging for more. Your smile is so tempting, any other person would kiss you. I just want to kill you. I cannot expect the same from you. You ejaculate your feelings upon me, hold my neck down and drown me face down in shit. Scream your wrecked tears and heart away, don't cry my beautiful angel. The power of anger compels you, I control you and you control me.
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